its already tuesday...

i return and watch u glee with such excitment.. yes .. another day has passed and i am still where i was two days back.. uh huh.. i'm still an a pile load of s**t.. so sue me. you walk and talk and laugh with ur youthful shine.. unaware of the world that mingles at ur feet. oh stop with ur bashfulness.. and ur ignorant words.. stop and see wad slips by u. stop and realise .. that out of ur world.. people live too. they cry and cheer.. joke and falter, they seek the love u find and the joys u cast aside.

stop will u pls.. and step into the shoes of another.. and view life from their point of view. rid urself of ridicule, shame and unthoughtfulness.. seek truth and love and peace. judge me not... for falter i may.. hurt i feel... and tears i cry.. but still i feel deep down inside. i cry when u do not look... and cuddle in the deepest valley of my fears.. but do u know.. i ask if u know.. i feel deep down inside. so whilst u sneer and giggle at my insecurties.. i hope u realise soon after that though i may weep.. i will stand again.. and whilst i fall.. i will one day run again.. and whilst i fear the unknown.. i have the courage to seek wad i have yet to find. i note that the pain in me will one day rise up high to reign my path.

And so.. mock me with ur wintry cry.. freeze my strengths in an iceberg of ur arrogance. laugh ur final laugh..

but.. i tell you now.. you will judge me not and you cannot judge me. Because from ash to ash.. from dawn to dusk..and after it all... you and i are but one.