throbb

why are you confused.
why do you float with every slight breeze.
why do you not see that she cheats you still.
why do you slip through my fingers,
like sand to the ground.

perhaps the timing is just not ours.
perhaps the moment is not for us to hold to.
perhaps I am afraid to stand my ground.
perhaps I am scared to admit,
I like you too.

then why do I weep.
then why does my heart hurt.
then why do I shiver in fear.
then why did I dream of you last night,
oh being mine to love.

how do I step off from here.
how do I make known to you.
how do I smile.
how do i pretend,
that its alright to see you walk.